Should i say new beginnings My life as a new 5th year medical student no longer naive and curious rather, worn out and defeated sees a tunnel through the longest years of wandering this tunnel seems to stretch endlessly its routes changing relentlessly mocking those who enter, and mocking those who exit it, even vigorously. "They think they're going to get a good life after this." Its tone buttered generously with disgust. They say exiting the tunnel is only the beginning to more awful realities. Should i believe in them? Or should i muster the leftover seed of hope and courage. Brave it through. There's no turning back now. After all, no one can tell for sure, which way this unforgiving tunnel will lead you to. Might be a box of adventures. At least, I hope so. *P.s Start of year 5 medical school. Time to show the juniors who's boss in the house when i still can.